Maybe no one will believe me, but my boyfriend and I were actually neighbors.
Our homes were only 1 wall away.

Ever since we were kids, we liked to fight with each other all day long.

I still remember when I moved to the country that year. Used to the city life, I couldn't get used to the simple life in the country.

After school, I would just go home and do nothing. Whenever that happened, he would always come over to tease me.

"Why are you staring off into space??" He loved to pull on my hair.

"You're so ugly when you're doing nothing. But you're also not pretty when you smile.

" In other words, I'm really ugly.

"You're the one who's ugly!" I pull back my hair. "If you think I'm so ugly, why do you visit me??"

"Can't help it. My home is right next to your home." He argued.'

"Then I'll move!" The next day, I drew a line in the ground using some white chalk.

A line that I forbid him to cross.

That year, we were both in the 5th grade. We couldn't stand each other and hoped the other would move away. But 5 years passed, and neither of us moved. Not only that, we got into the same high school and into the same class.

"You're that infamous couple." All the students and teachers in the school would say whenever they saw us.

"We're not!" I always tried to explain. "We're only neighbors." At that time, I hated my parents for making us live next to him.

"My standard is not that low." He would say. "Who wants her to be a girlfriend?? It's not like I don't have eyes."
"Yes, I know your eyes are on top of your head." I really disliked him. "Better than having eyes on the bottom of my head like you.

" He implied that I couldn't judge guys. At that time, I had a crush on a senior.

I didn't think that his sarcasm had a hidden meaning. After a while, I found out that the senior student had lots of girlfriends.

When I cried about it, he silently passed me a handkerchief and awkwardly held me in his arms.
"I told you he wasn't any good.

" He roughly comforted me. I cried in his arms the whole night, and began to see him in a different way. Things began to change between us.

We still fought all the time, but he started to look at me differently. And I blushed and my heart beat faster when he was near.

We both knew: we fell in love with each other.

Even with this knowledge, neither of us said anything. Even though we wouldnot be able to resist,Even though we cared about each other's every moves. Both of us refused to admit our love.

Time flew by quickly, and it was time to face separation.

I chose to study medicine, and he chose physics.

Yet we still couldn't separate from each other. Our parents worried that we didn't know anyone in Taipei, so they forced us to live in the same apartment building. Once again, we became neighbors.

We still fought,, we became lovers, but we still wouldn't say we loved each other.

We didn't even spend Valentine's Day together until he saw me share dinner with a man one Valentine's Day.

That night, he waited for me in front of my door and said that he would take me out to dinner on Valentine's Day from then on.

I have to say that he was very arrogant. But I nodded and accepted his request. Since then, we spent every Valentine's Day together.

After graduation, I became an intern. He started a small computer company with some friends and became a programmer.

We were busy with our own lives and had no time for a relationship. Three years later, I became a doctor, and his business began to boom.

We separately moved to biggerapartments and stopped being neighbors. On the surface, we left each other. In reality, we were still together.

We spent every Valentine's Day together but each year became more dreary than the next because he never told me he loved me even with all my hints.Facing the empty in-box, I suddenly grew very angry.

He wouldn't say it and wouldn't send me a card. What did he mean?

I called his cell phone...

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P.s : Not me ;)

ONLY LOVE ( 1)

It's a cold February night. People are bustling through the streets, either pulling up their coat collars or wrapping scarves around their necks, trying to stay warm.

It's so cold today.I'm standing at my window, looking at the people moving like little dots.

Standing in a heated room, I'm beginning to pity those people.

Why don't they go home? Do they plan on wandering until morning?

"Almost time to go home! My boyfriend must be going crazy." One of the nurses breathe a sign

of relief. "Still needs to work overtime on Valentine's Day. It'sch so unfair!"

"You are fortunate." Another nurse says. "Some pcjeople don't have anyone waiting for them."

"You mean Dr. Shu?"Like Sherlock Holmes, my ears perk up when I hear my name.

"Do you remember how she lost control on this day last year?""Of course I do." A nurse shudders. "I've never seen Dr. Shu like that. Crying and yelling, like she was crazy.

"They are talking about how I was last year. They are correct.

I was out of control, like they said."You can't blame Dr. Shu. If my boyfriend died in front of my eyes, I would probably go crazy as well. " Keep it down. She hasn't left work yet. She might hear you."

" The two nurses are too late. I heard the entire conversation through the canvas wall."Dr. Shu, what are you doing standing here?"

Just as I was deciding whether or not to reveal myself, another nurse exposed me. I awkwardly step out.

The 2 nurses who discussed me start to blush. Their faces became redder than the bow on Valentine's Day chocolates.

"I'm waiting to go home." I pretend that I didn't hear anything."Dr. Shu, you must have gotten too involved in your work.

It's already past time to go home. See you tomorrow. Happy Valentine's Day!" She waves goodbye.

"Happy Valentine's Day." I wave back and watch the 2 nurses hurry away.
That's fine.

I was ready to go home anyway. Even though no lover is waitingfor me, at least there's a lazy cat waiting for me to feed.

After I come home, the first thing I do is feed the cat. I forgot when I first had the cat. Probably since last year's Valentine's Day.

At that time, I was like an abandoned cat, with eyes filled with despair. Cats don't cry, I do. That's the only difference.

"Better drink all the milk or I'll skin you." I threatened the cat. ,it meowed once to let me know she heard me, but her eyes are complaining about my severity.

Her eyes remind me of someone I used to know, standing in front of me with eyes of rebellions.

An year ago today, I had lunch with my boyfriend and took the opportunity to complain to him.
"Today is Valentine's Day. Why didn't you give me any flowers?"

He raised his eyebrow. "Why should I give you flowers? You are not my anyone."

"Then... you should at least give me a card!" I pouted my lips, hurt by his tone.
"I know, I know. After lunch, I'll send you an e-card."

E-card. That sounds so impersonal, but that's the way he is.

"You have to e-mail it to me. I'll be waiting." I excitedly smiled and planned to sneak home after lunch to check e-mail.

Even though he wouldn't use any romantic words, I still looked forward to the card.

"I can't stand you women. Why do you make such a big deal out of Valentine's Day??" He grumbled while eating his food.

His comment induced me to fight with him again.

"You are not romantic at all!! Don't you watch any Japanese drama?"

"Japanese drama? I only watch Discovery Channel."

"Your life is so boring." I made a face at him. "One recent drama was really good. You should have watched it."

"What's that drama called?" He didn't believe in the love portrayed in TV and movies. He always thought they were lies.

"It's called 'Story of A Century'." I gladly answered.

"What kind of trashy plot did it have?"

"What do you mean trash?? Show some respect!" I was so angry.

"That drama was very touching, and the theme song was beautiful as well. It's called 'Only Love', performed by Nana Mouskouri."

I wonder if he knew who Nana was.

"Nana, I know her. A Greek singer with really expensive albums."

"Her voice is worth it." Even though I secretly agreed with him, I couldn't bring myself to admit it.

"Whatever." He glanced at his watch. "I'll give you 5 minutes to tell me the plot. After that, I'm leaving."

I tried hard to explain 6 hours worth of story in just 5 minutes. The drama portrayed the love stories of 3 generations of women spanning 100 years, from 1901 to 2000.

Each generation was portrayed by the same actress. The story was tear-jerking.
"What's so touching about it?" He asked, after listening to the story.

"Don't you think each generation's story is wonderful? If I have such great screen writing ability, I wouldn't be a doctor anymore. I would become a screenwriter."

"If you become a screenwriter, I bet no one would watch the show. The TV station can go out of business." He quickly interjected.

"I'm going back to work. Hurry and send me the card!" I was so mad that I went home immediately, not even finishing my coffee.

As soon as I walked in my door, I turned on my computer and go online.


Staring at the empty in-box, I began to reminisce about how we met....

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